Losing my mind, resign or continue to wait.

I lost my security clearance in December 2019. I have appealed and mitigated the financial issue.
To date I have not heard anything regarding my appeal. I have retained a lawyer. I am a GS employee, ans reassigned to other units without PI/PII access. PP program enrollment is in 16 days, I don’t know what to do!! I feel like a fish out water. There is so much at stake regarding my clearance, I am stress out and cannot sleep or concentrate. Today, I felt like just giving up.I have used up all my resources…original PCS date is 9/2020.